M26 - M9.

Hands tied in the coming weeks. Alone time required. Be right back.

cik siti wan kembang.

After some endless Googling, endless research, endless visits to Jalan TAR, endless hand stitching, we finally managed to get our costume done, get the accessories right, get the photoshoot done, get the location right, get the styling done, get the draping right.

It was exhausting, but our very berangan attempt at producing the most powerful presentation ever will be even more exhausting, sleepless even. Well, I'm down for it. I need this!

schwinn,

My first bike ever, which I bought with my own cash a lot of months back. But I am cycling in a different direction, preferably in turquoise.

Saying goodbye to this vintage beauty but my birthday's gon be pretty awesome, I can tell. :)

better this better that.

This is the amount of work I've got going on. I have exactly two weeks to get everything done.

Work has distracted me so much that I left sleep behind, misplaced meals, forgot to smoke.
I can't be bothered to socialize, but I do see people I genuinely like every weekend.
They distract me from my distracting work. Zombies, too.

I've always looked out for self-improvement.
Better things, better this, better that, better company, better skillz, better speed, better things to be better at. I don't compete, I just want to be better at things that I can be better at.
It's a self-improvement thing. I want my own little bubble to be stuffed with more than air.

Two things will be better November onwards. I really hope so.

no editions.

Haven't checked out their stuff in the longest time. They're evolving quite well, I see!

No Editions are Christian Niessen and Nicole Lachelle's brainchild and each product is produced only once with a unique print design or other decoration.

walker talker.

People who don't know me well enough would say that I don't talk much. Which is true, if you don't know me well enough.

I have a lot to say, but I usually don't. I'm not shy and I don't lack confidence, I just can't be bothered because who ever really listens, anyway? I can't be arsed because people get offended and I might be offensive. I can't be bothered because you're already annoyed by me because I don't say much so what happens when I say more? I can't be arsed because you talk enough for the both of us.

But it doesn't mean that I don't have opinions. Doesn't make me an airhead. Does not imply that I don't feel a thing. I am not one to confront, but it especially doesn't mean that I don't get offended. I just don't like bad vibes.

I don't say much because I observe and I listen, because people usually miss that part out. They listen, but they cut your words out.

I like being in my own space and if you know me well enough, you would be laughing at the thought of me not saying much.

photo 32.

Sometimes, you just gotta be on your own or leave everything behind.